{"id":868,"date":"2014-02-13T11:50:30","date_gmt":"2014-02-13T16:50:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/?p=868"},"modified":"2014-05-29T06:23:28","modified_gmt":"2014-05-29T11:23:28","slug":"inevitable","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/2014\/02\/inevitable\/","title":{"rendered":"Inevitable"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Warning, emo rant incoming.<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I am making small changes. But it may be too little, too late.<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Sometimes it feels like I&#8217;m just killing time until the inevitable. And that&#8217;s scary as hell. A heart attack is terrifying. What if I&#8217;m in a bad place when it happens? Driving or on a bus or alone with no car and no one to call for help? What if I fall in the shower? What if I don&#8217;t have time to call 911? What if its snowy and we can&#8217;t get the car out to drive to the hospital? What if what if what if&#8230;<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I need to get a full physical so that I can make sure I fix what I can fix and whatever I can&#8217;t fix&#8230; ugh.<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Maybe I just need to get one of those old person&#8217;s wristlets &#8211; you know, &#8220;I&#8217;ve Fallen &#038; I Can&#8217;t Get Up&#8221; devices.<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Maybe?<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I will miss you, if I drop dead tomorrow.<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I will miss the whole world.<br \/>\n&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; It can&#8217;t be too late to live. It just can&#8217;t.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/03\/signature.jpg\" alt=\"Signed, Josie\" width=\"92\" height=\"139\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-13\"\/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Warning, emo rant incoming. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I am making small changes. But it may be too little, too late. &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Sometimes it feels like I&#8217;m just killing time until the inevitable. And that&#8217;s scary as hell. A heart attack is terrifying. What if I&#8217;m in a bad place when&hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"more-link-p\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/2014\/02\/inevitable\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":203,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,167],"tags":[42,214,53],"class_list":["post-868","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-life","category-rantsandraves","tag-death","tag-life","tag-rant","xfolkentry","clearfix"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/868","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=868"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/868\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":869,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/868\/revisions\/869"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/203"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=868"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=868"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/jeezjosie.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=868"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}