Innards & Outturds

      Oh yeah, I went there.
      I’m “dazed” by school. Hah hah. Clever, witty, cliché, boring, idiotic…
      Spare me – its nearly 11pm, today was killer at work, I’ve been up since six, and I wrote about 3000 words today (Camp NaNo for the win!).
      Anyway – today I wanted to babble about how excited and scared I am, now that I’m re-enrolled in school. Mark and I are both attending HACC (he started last week, I start for Fall semester) and It is going to be INTENSE. Working full-time at my current job, taking classes all day. Homework, when? What? How?
      Just helping Mark a little bit with some of his homework… I’m overwhelmed by the thought. I haven’t had to THINK for years. I haven’t had to really work mentally, except for writing, since I had to leave PSU back in the late aughts.
      And suddenly, I’ll be tossed right back into it.
      And I have to pay for it.
      And there are all my worst subjects… science and math.
      Squicky, icky, horrible, vomit-inducing pictures of syphilitic penises and nasty pus-oozing rashes and OH MY GOD I cannot handle it. Cannot. CAN. NOT.
      But I will persevere. This is going to be worth it.
      Even if I have to look at pictures of innards.
      And outturds.
      …which I do.
      A lot.
      *shudder*

Signed, Josie
Note: Image is “Skeleton Study 1” by melodi2 from SXC.hu

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